WHAT IS LOVE???

They say real love is hard to found
Especially when many hearts break apart
But love doesn’t leave, it’s the people that ran away
They wouldn’t have let it be, if it was true, they would’ve stayed
But we have to let go, if they actually loved you, they’ll come back through your door
Just cause the love is over, doesn’t mean you won’t find better
We can have our heart break many times apart but doesn’t mean we gotta give up
In the end there gonna realize what they lose, don’t always put yourself down
We gotta love ourselves first before we can find another
Otherwise we won’t get any farther
In love you gotta have faith, keep going soon it will go away & you’ll find your way
Everything takes time, soon the pain will go by
It’s hard to let go, but throughout time your gonna grow & won’t always feel low
We gotta accept that some things weren’t meant to be
but if we keep going someday will find what we seek
Know good things break apart so better things can come around
Even when times are rough, don’t give up
Cause eventually real love will be found

Love is a noble act of self-giving, offering trust, faith, and loyalty. The more you love, the more you lose a part of yourself, yet you don’t become less of who you are; you end up being complete with your loved ones.

Ladies night!!!:))

Met up with my darling agnes for sushi tei feast at paragon before we had our shopping spree around orchard. Besides tat, we had haagan dazs as well. OF cuz not to forget about our usual chill out area. KPO!!!:)) Knew guo wei from there. We kept on playing a trick on him before Peter's friend came down n pick us up. OFF TO BUTTER!!:D Saw many familiar faces n friends there too. Its lina's birthday!!:)

Great night with the girls...

Best night ever where we rocked on the podium together like finally after months! Ivy, agnes, Vernis, Kaitlyn

Thurs night was a catching up session spent with dionna n her friend chris. We had dinner at kuishinbo!!! MEt my cussie queenie there too:)) DInner was really awesome! my recommendations!!=D After dinner we had k session at marina square till 12am. Thanks to chris for sending me home after that.

On fri, I was working for TAB with nikki n joanna. Our dear lynn will be flying to aust after work. Work was kind of alright for me only. Thats when i met jasline marie. AFter work, i headed down to yishun to meet annabel. Soon after nic n max came too.. Then we went over to buy the movie tic. Was supposed to watch " a nightmare on elm street tog when nic suddenly mention that he's terrified over horror movies.. SO we watched separately. The two of them went ahead and catch that movie while nic n i watched "the killers". Nice movie aferall..

Movie Details

Killers

Opening:03 Jun 2010
Running Time:90 mins
Genre:Action, Comedy
Rating:PG
Distributor:Encore Films
Director:Robert Luketic

Cast:Ashton Kutcher, Katherine Heigl
Plot:While on vacation with her parents, Jennifer Kornfeldt (Katherine Heigl) meets Spencer Aimes (Ashton Kutcher), a good-looking single man. The two soon fall in love and continue their relationship back home, rushing into a quick marriage. Jen thinks she has found the perfect man but she doesn't know Spencer actually works for the CIA and often spends his days chasing and killing criminals. Their lives are about to take a turn for the worse when they discover that certain parties actually contracted to kill the couple.

In a summer movie season where everything is a sequel, a remake or an adaptation – I guess I should be glad that there’s a flick out like Killers that doesn’t try to milk a dead cow. Except well, nothing about Killers’ premise is entirely original either.

The movie centers around Spencer Aimes (Ashton Kutcher), a stereotypically suave stone-cold CIA assassin who’s growing increasingly tired of being in the wet-work business.

When he accidentally bumps into Jen Kornfeldt (Katherine Heigl), a gorgeous if somewhat dorkily charming computer tech recovering from a bad break-up, in an elevator (being fromGrey’s Anatomy this particular scenario should be familiar to Heigl), he finds true love.

Jen’s and Spencer’s itinerary in Europe couldn’t be any more different. Jen is vacationing with her hilarious alcoholic mom (Catherine O'Hara) and fabulously moustachioed dad (Tom Selleck) while Spencer is on a deadly mission to kill bad guys. Somehow they find time to strike up a whirlwind romance that convinces Spencer to quit his jet-setting James Bond ways and wed this lovely average Jane.

Jump ahead 3 years later and the two are happily married, living a picturesque suburban life. Spencer hasn’t exactly come clean to Jen about his former espionage exploits and figures he has no need to – until his shady past inevitably catches up with him.

Suddenly there’s a 20 million dollar bounty on Spencer’s head and the couple’s domestic bliss is interrupted by the army of hired killers coming after them. Now they have to stay alive while dodging bullets, nosy neighbours, overprotective parents and burgeoning marital trust issues.

The concept sounds like more of a hoot than it really is. There have been lots of pop-culture stories about spouses finding out that their significant other is a spy. It lends for more comedic value than finding out that your husband is gay (see Michelle Williams in BrokebackMountain) for example.

It’s not an overly unique premise but if the execution is done right, it can be brilliantly funny. This isn’t one of those instances. Let’s just say that Killers is less like True Lies and more like a quirky sitcom version of Alias.

The movie is light and breezy and does feature some passable action sequences. The chemistry between Kutcher and Heigl is surprisingly excellent, which makes it impossible to dislike the two leads. I could watch them banter forever - and if this was indeed a half hour sitcom pilot, I would happily keep watching.

As a full-length feature the concept fails and interest fades as the film’s charm and humour depreciates over its running time. The third act in particular, is a mess. There are more jokes that fall flat than those that work and besides a few decent recurring gags, the laughs come sadly all too sporadically.

AFter movie, We proceeded for prawning session!!:D It was nic's first virgin prawning night!.. Hence, he got help from the couple besides him to teach him some basic tactics of prawning.. We manage to catch 10 prawns only in an hr as nic accidentally dropped his net into the sea where all the prawns swam away. N i manage to save some too. Not to forget with the combined force of annabel n max, It a good night after all. Around 3plus am, we headed over to nic's house poolside to have a chill out session till 5am.

Sat was a day where i met up with nic for dinner at junction 8 before we headed down to town to look for max n annabel. Was wondering where to go when edric called n asked me if im coming over to zirca?

Well, decision wasnt made by then yet when peter asked me over to butter, then another group asked me over to phuture, not to forget agnes who went dblo 2 too.. How i wish i can split into 3.

Anyway, no clubbing in the end.. Just headed home after that...

SUnday was a day where im helping jessica to celebrate her birthday. We had k session over at TJSC. Home sweet home by 8pm..

MONday--- I had the most fulfilling day today:) with my honey, shelley!!<3

Had lunch at crystal jade followed by kbox for only 8 dollars till 7pm, shopping spree where I got 2 new pretty dresses which cost me 100 over, dinner at Chicago steakhouse n now pool session. Great outing with my hunny!!♥ ♥ Been consecutively going to partyworld n kbox for 3 days in a wk aredi. Time to give my vocal a rest..

每个女孩其实一样，渴望着爱情的好，渴望被拥抱，却都害怕爱让人受伤

Tues-- Happy birthday to juliet!!:)) headed down to aloha changi to....

Celebrate Juliet's 22nd bday... SongKran Style!

AT the very last min, due to urgent stuff cropping up, i cant actually attend her birthday. Was awake by 12pm to settle some re-scheduling n confirmation for the beer fest BA till 10pm. Imagine i gotta work from home n keep answering of phone calls non stop to make sure that tings will nv go wrong?

wed-- Attended a 3hrs training for the communicasia that im selected to work for. After training, headed home to rest before off to meet yuting, xinyi, jo n val for a private event. Today is vincent's birthday.. The guys wanna celebrate at butter. Partied with the girls till 3am n home sweet home after that. Thanks to edison for sending me home:)

Thurs-- WOrked for a loreal hairstyling at jurong point tog with 2 other girls for 3 hrs. JObscope is pretty easy. Just to approach the young crowds n get them to try out the free one min magic hairstyling..:) AFTER WORK, had dinner with leon they all before i went home to have a nap.

Around 930pm, kel came n pick me up n drove me down to cine to meet jo n val for movie. WE caught "Sex n the city 2". Nice movie indeed..

Plot:"Sex And The City 2" brings it all back and more as Carrie (Sarah Jessica Parker), Samantha (Kim Cattrall), Charlotte (Kristin Davis) and Miranda (Cynthia Nixon) take another bite out of The Big Apple and beyond, carrying on with their busy lives and loves in a sequel. This time, the ladies are whisked away on a glamorous, sun-drenched adventure to one of the most luxurious, exotic and vivid places on earth, where the party never ends and there's something mysterious around every corner. It's an escape that comes exactly at the right moment for the four friends, who are finding themselves in - and fighting against - the traditional roles of marriage, motherhood and more.

It was a great movie.. LOving it<3

AFter that, i cabbed down to the pump room n look for sert n bel they all. Bumped into a car owner of the safra carnival i did. So surprisingly that he rmb me cuz i posed with his car. HAHA!

A while later, we headed down to le noir n thats when i bumped into jasmine.. Chilled till 3am then home sweet home.

Fri-- met up with nic n we headed for lunch at ion before shopping for clothes for his sis whom is having exam currently.. Next we walked down the whole orchard to cine n play arcade:) Around 710pm, we caught "nightmare at the elm street" before meeting his friend ian for dinner at the steakhouse.

Plot:Based on characters created by Wes Craven in his 1984 sleeper horror hit, Freddy Krueger returns in "A Nightmare On Elm Street", a contemporary re-imagining of the horror classic. A group of suburban teenagers share one common bond: they are all being stalked by Freddy Krueger, a horribly disfigured killer who hunts them in their dreams. As long as they stay awake, the can protect one another... but then they sleep, there is no escape.

AFter 1030pm, we headed down to butter to meet the rest n here, i partied with marcus they all n not to forget my fyonne babe n her friends. Both our tables r pretty near. Ytd fash was having a live screening for the worldcup too!! N so coincidentally, i bumped into clement n his friends n not to forget edmund n his friends too:)

Thanks to marcus for sending me home as well:)

Sat-- Worked for the last day of the launch at 2pm n i actually bumped into caleb n his friend, not to forget leslie n his friend too:) After that went home to do my proj. Around 1030pm, kel came down n picked me up n off he sent me to ph to meet the rest:) adam n the groupies.. caleb they all were there too. not to forget nick n his friends too:) soon after, My darling xing yi came down too n look for me:) so sweet of her but she was aredi drunk by then.

sun-- Went out to starbucks to meet agnes darling to chill while waiting for marcus they all to arrive. Had kbox session with these good looking dudes including daniel n ryan. Thanks to them for sending me home back at 3am:)

Monday-- Had a shoot at vivo:)

Tues-fri-- working for communicasia 2010 with calista. COme to hall 6 and look for us at ST Teleport. After work, i headed down to singapore flyer to meet all the girls for their briefing for the beerfest event.

Wed-- worked for communicasia at expo from 10am to 6pm and gotta rushed down to Singapore flyer for the beerfest 2010. This is my first time trying our the circle line too.. Its nth special btw, similar to the north east line.. EVEN lost myself at promenade. Represent budweisser for this event. Worked till 1am before kel came n pick me n my friends home.

wed-sun-- working for beerfest under budweiser with esther.:) Work was pretty slacking.. Saw many familiar faces too..

Thurs-

Been feeling really stressed up.

I feel that I’m suffocating myself with too much workload and i am unable to handle so much. For the past few days, i don’t get to eat my proper first meal until past midnight. Im deprived of sleep too.. Maybe I’m perfectionist who wanna deliver nothing but the best, that’s why I’m putting so much stress on myself. On top of my own stuffs, i have to worry about other problems. Now i feel that no matter how much effort i put in, it is just insufficient because it is not just one person’s effort! It has to be done together!

At certain stage, when i feel really exhausted and look back; I wondered if my efforts were worth while and feel like an idiot. Seriously, i had enough of lame excuses from irresponsible people. These people tend take things for granted and never do self reflection. Perhaps its time to make a decision to cut loss and time wasted.

Second, i need a good vacation to keep myself away from all these SHIT!

Is it a transition in life? Deep down i have been questioning myself over and over again about my dreams & my future plans. The truth is- i am beginning to doubt myself. When i was young, i was dying to grow up. But when i finally become an adult, i feel that life suck.

Super Ironic huh?

Time to convert back to the old life that i used to lead?

Happy go lucky carefree life sounds way better for me!

For the past few days, carol had been staying over at my place to acc me. We caught "the karate kid" earlier on. The next movie after ip man 2 which u can nv missed.. AWESOME!!

Cast:Jackie Chan, Jaden Smith, Taraji P. Henson
Plot:12-year-old Dre Parker (Jaden Smith) could've been the most popular kid in Detroit, but his mother's (Taraji P. Henson) latest career move has landed him in China. Dre immediately falls for his classmate Mei Ying and the feeling is mutual, but cultural differences make such a friendship impossible. Even worse, Dre's feelings make an enemy of the class bully, Cheng. In the land of kung fu, Dre knows only a little karate, and Cheng puts the "karate kid" on the floor with ease. With no friends in a strange land, Dre has nowhere to turn but maintenance man Mr. Han (Jackie Chan), who is secretly a master of kung fu. As Han teaches Dre that kung fu is not about punches and parries, but maturity and calm, Dre realises that facing down the bullies will be the fight of his life.

Thats for Tues.. n for wed we stayed home to catch " She's out of my league". Pretty nice show.. The main lead was called kirky.. what a name that recallls me of many things.. anyway.. Here's the movie.

She's Out Of My League

Opening:17 Jun 2010
Running Time:104 mins
Genre:Comedy, Romance
Rating:NC16
Distributor:United International Pictures
Director:Jim Field Smith

Headed down to zouk for the mambo night n there, me n carol bumped into joe n YZ. Didn really partied with the guys as i saw my fiona babe too n gwenneth not to forget reiko n lorraine they all.. Clement n his friends came down after that as well. Left quite early as i wasnt feeling that well after a flaming larmbo.