25/8
Had my first ladies night once again after "disappearing" from clubs for quite a long time. HAHA!! This time round was rather surprised that my best friend fang wanna go. Thats why me n carol followed:)

Before going down to phuture, both of us met up with irene, my neighbour for supper:) As usual, both me n carol always loved to crap with the taxi uncle just to make our journey more fun. We were telling the uncle to drive faster as we got a mission to accomplish^^(power ranger to the rescue) =same for the driver, he even accomodate with our joke and replied.. i also got a mission, n thats to sent u all to the destination safely.

Well.. perhaps im really tired of partying already that we left at 3am after having a few drinks with fang and the rest.

Thurs-- Worked with my darling xingyi at bedok for a function:) Our job scope was just to chit chat with the ppl there or to say just sing karaoke with them. This is organised by my friend desmond who was from that camp. Well.. the guys there were rather shy at first but a while later, they began to be more chatty. They even served us with those buffets:)

Thanks to des for giving us a lift home!:D See ya soon~

Fri-- Headed down to winebar tog with agnes darling n carol, not to forget xingyi and kleo too to go look for aaron and his friends:) We had lots of fun tog in a group of 10 ppl testing random shots and those cocktails. Went down for a reason that i owed aaron esp after flying him 2 times of plane. So as promised, we went down n drink with them. His friend KT and kairu were really crappy too..

Just then, i bumped into cornelius and also vincent there. Not to forget ben n shannon were there as well. DIdn expect that ben n aaron r brothers somemore:) Everything ended well at 4am where jeremy sent all of us home:D Weiren was halfway gone by then.

Sat-- Caught "The expendables" with xav, carol and jeff at Marina SQ.

Plot: Fearless Barney Ross (Sylvester Stallone) is leader of a tight-knit band of men - Lee Christmas (Jason Statham), ex-SAS and skilled with any bladed weapon; Yin Yang (Jet Li), a close combat master; Hale Caesar (Terry Crews), a long-barrel weapons specialist; Toll Road (Randy Couture), a skilled demolitions expert; and Gunnar Jensen (Dolph Lundgren), a veteran in precision sniping. When the mysterious Church offers Barney a job no one else would take, the team embark on what appears to be a routine mission: overthrow General Gaza (David Zayas), the murderous dictator of the small island country of Vilena. There, Barney and Christmas meet Sandra (Giselle Itie), a local freedom fighter with a dark secret. They also learn the true enemy - rogue ex-CIA operative James Monroe (Eric Roberts) and his henchman Paine (Steve Austin). When things go wrong, Barney and Christmas are forced to leave Sandra for dead. Haunted by this failure, they return to Vilena to finish the job he started

After getting good reviews about this movie from my friends, i decided to give it a watch so as to see if its really that interesting like what they mention:)

What is your definition of a perfect guy???

for my list...
1.cute/handsome/clean shaven/slender
2. smart
3. honest
4. fillial
5. musically talented- maybe plays an instrument or sings!
6. kind hearted/polite/understanding
7. biceps and flawless skin
8. min 1.75m

1. cute
I like cute guys:) in terms of looks and character. When he looks cute, u just cant take your eyes off him. Hoping to go out with him everytime and will really dress up in order to impress him for every date:) I like guys who is more humorous esp when u r feeling down, instead of adding salt to your wound, he will crack some silly joke and make u laugh:D

2. Smart
I cant stand having a boring conversation. Esp guys whom just keep so quiet and waiting for u to start the conversation. The whole conversation sounds so like questions and answers. Guys whom r nt intellectual enough will definitely bored me when i got so much to talk bout. I hate the word "ANYTHING" too from guys whom just cant seem to make up their mind or everything also goes along with u.

3. Honest
Honest is the most impt word in a relationship. If a person really resort to lying, then whats the pt of being together in the first place right? Its like saying that your bf actually went out with a girl-friend of his then when u asked, he replied he went out with his guy friends. I dont see the wrong of going out with a girl purely for just a meal. Just say the truth!!!

4. Fillial
A guy should be fillial to the parents or whoever esp the mum is the one who brought them up all along and also give birth to them through the 9mths of tough periods. They shouldnt shout/holler/fight or quarrel with the parents at all. Resorting to violence is always wrong. This is aredi consider as a minor crime in family law.

5. musically talented
I admired guys who can play guitar, piano or any musical instruments. It makes them so romantic and also imagine your anniversary, your guy actually compose a song and sang in front of so many ppl or to say dedicated the song with his own voice to everyone making u the importance of him in his heart. Maybe cuz i played instrument and music is really my passion bah:)

6. kind hearted/polite/understanding
Usually sqabbles started all because of a misunderstanding occur. Thats why i always say understanding guys r more appreciated:) they ought to be polite and kind hearted at all times. Just a small action like helping an old lady or man across the road, giving up seats to them in the train. pressing the lift for them is aredi a kind of good deed they r doing..

7. biceps
Girls need the security and also protection:) guys with 6 packs r eventually a plus point. Good built makes everything worth. Guys shoulder or body aredi acts as a pillow to girls when they r tired, or just wish for someone to hug on.

8. min 1.75
Im 165cm. So i hope for taller guys as girls can wear high heels out to make their legs more sexier but with a taller bf with u, u tend to feel better upon reaching things which r higher too.

MOnday-- worked for the powerbalance at tangs b1. First time i feel so alone as i gotta tend the whole counter all by myself. But thanks god i bumped into dennis. He treated me lunch at pastamania before his appt. Time pass real slow but the staff there were nice for some:) Work till 8pm and home sweet home after that.

Today is his birthday. I nv forget till today how my belated birthday was celebrated. Well, to say this yr he celebrated with his buddies and i dont really get a chance to celebrate his. So drop a birthday msg instead via sms.

Learning to let go each day. How i wish there is a rewind, stop and forward button. I need to unwind.. Feel like just leaving everything down and go for a getaway.

Tues is the day where i work for the first shift till 4pm then headed down for another work with the girls till 10pm. First time working with misaki and also tricia. :)

WEd-- Met my honey for steamboat at bugis!:D Craving for the seafood there... Went to the one just below top 1 tog with dave who came to join us. After steamboat, we headed up to the level 4 and sang till 3am tog with jackey and esther too:D

Thurs-- Work with xinyi again at bedok. Today was kind of boring for the event but everything was still alright. Bumped into him at the office there while going home time. Was kind of surprised too...

爱情会让人陶醉也会让人麻木. 一时的快乐不代表一辈子的幸福。我想我已经明白这个道理了

Anyway wasnt that happy too that i teared in front of so many ppl. Feel so alone suddenly.I appear to be strong but deep down I see with my own eyes and feel the hurt.

Fri-- was watching this new movie online