updated on 27th april to may 3rd

Recent News headline that u kept hearing n seeing!! The human swine flu outbreak continues to grow in the United States and internationally. Today, CDC reports additional cases of confirmed swine influenza and a number of hospitalizations of swine flu patients. Internationally, the situation is more serious too, with additional countries reporting confirmed cases of swine flu. Sinagpore has raise its alert on the swine influenza... Hopefully it wont attack singapore although we dun quite know what will happened~ (extracted passage from a good friend of mine) I was reading this article about flu virus disease. The world is getting more and scarier with those this virus disease spreading around. One after another! The world is getting more complicated and hard to survive. Seemed like never come to an ending or can I said: “We have come to the end”? Which is Human destroy Human! Why is that so? Are we coming to the end of the world in reality? Are we the last generation in this world? What will you do, if its the end of the world? will blog soon! No mood at the meantime..

I have so much to whine on. I wonder y some ppl r so free to poke on other's affair. Get a life pls. I know u r too free n cuz i keep rejecting the meet-ups, u go around spreading nonsense. If u choose to believe what goes around.. then cont so bah. I had no time to play with your kiddish means. Most of my friends met such issues before. N if we really kept on pondering over what other ppl said behind our back or to say believe what those ppl is telling u what is going around bout another person.. Then wont we keep living in misery n even leads to depression? Even accident may occur too if one really cant take it anymore.. When i care too much over what others say.. Sadness always happened n smiles r gone. Only tears appear... Most of my friends saw it before. Thats y we choose to ignore instead for the sake of living life to the fullest n better. This is only my personal view, no offence. There maybe ppl who agreed with what i said n there may nt. Tats nt the main point.. Each had his own life to get on. We chose our friends to be with too. Those we feel secure n happy with always stay.. Thats what we called "clicks". No matter how much we explain, those aredi got their own answer wont believe.. So whats the point? I chose to be silent n just ignore whoever trying to be troublemaker. No actions taken to reduce any further conflicts. assumption leads to misunderstandings n followed by conflicts.. Thats how it kills..

Tues-- last day of gatsby school invasion @ RP. Work with belinda and joanna. Work was fun as there are many booths recruiting newbies for their CCAs too. Saw sabrina, angie, hong ling and not to forget jasmine. Nice to see one of the reader there as well. :) Most studying in RP. Ryan boy was still in cls when i asked wether he wanna meet for lunch. Had our lunch at South foodcourt before jasmine headed back to cls n me n joanna left. Three of us took the same train down to diff venue n splitted. Headed back to grandma place to collect my notes before going to bugis to meet kerien babe. Quite a last min decision as she wanna go n buy bandage skirt so ask me to acc her. I waited for her at bugis junction n bumped into vincent n his friend. Soon kerien arrived. We shopped around bugis village till 6plus when its time to call it a day. Wed-- Crazy girls night out once again.. To be back with more photos~:D Wont be working for the beer fest for des as i cant commit for all 4 days. :( Going for tuition later! Haven been updatting my blog regularly.. Heres just some missing posts!! Clubbing consecutively and chilling out with my friends and sweeties~~ wed-- girl's night once again later on!!:D Im feeling the stress. Tuition for the two kids and lemuael is down with fever. Yet as a teacher i felt so helpless. Around 9pm, i took a bus over to lakeside n waited to on board the train where janice n her friends r in it before heading to jurong to pick audrey too.. 6 of us took a train down to raffles and walked ourselves to butterfactory. Its our girls crazy night out once again. This time round, more girls joining us at butterfactory... For instance, janice school friends, jojo friends who is mei xian whom i know too n one other girl whom, i find her familiar as well, n xianoi's friend, alicia who happened to be the same sec sch as me. Not long after, amanda pang n zylia including edwin joined us too. Celeste n her friends came after that. I miss all the girls!! Had extreme great fun hanging out with all of them~ Hope that there will be more of such chances:)) thurs-- Private event with my partner, audrey!! My second day with her... Working at TOM with sweet audrey, regine and lynn. Work was pretty easy that we ended up singing karaoke, play guessing game, pool and soccer table. Buffet for today was like soso only. AT around 9plus, headed down to fareast to look for her friends. N last min, we all went down to dbl for their friend's birthday celebration. It was a high n fun night once again. Saw james, bryan n his friends. n nt to forget royston too when i was at the baggage area. Left at 4am n headed down for breakfast with XH and friends. fri-- Its labour day today- a day to commemorate the pain of giving birth( quote by winston the joker) Went for a short casting somewhere near katong apartment with joseph at 4pm. Happened to see dawn n other girls there too.. before we drove down to cine to catch Friday the 13. Friday The 13th Cast Jared Padalecki, Danielle Panabaker, Aaron Yoo, Amanda Righetti, Travis Van Winkle, and Derek Mears as Jason Director Marcus Nispel Genre Opening April 16, 2009 Run Time / Rating TBA / R From Platinum Dunes and director Marcus Nispel ("The Texas Chainsaw Massacre") comes a re-imagining of the classic horror film "Friday the 13th." Searching for his missing sister, Clay heads up to the eerie woods of legendary Crystal Lake, where he stumbles on the creaky remains of rotting old cabins that lie in wait behind moss-covered trees. And that's not the only thing hiding under the brush. Against the advice of police and cautions from the locals, Clay pursues what few leads he has, with the help of a young woman he meets among a group of college kids up for an all-thrills weekend. But they are about to find much more than they bargained for. Little do they know, they've entered the domain of one of the most terrifying specters in American film history – the infamous killer who haunts Crystal Lake, armed with a razor-sharp machete… Jason Voorhees. Jason is the son of a lady who got killed by a girl so she wanted her son to take revenge for her. Similar as Saw~ Joseph had aredi stopped watching horror movie since he was in sec 2. So i purposely chose the show to conquer his fear. N turned out to be freaking scary for me. Its another thriller whereby the "jason" will suddenly popout of nowhere. AFter movie, both of us were craving for pasta so went for pastamania. They had special service today. Same for the movie.. There were promotional offers too. Just happened that sweet audrey was at cine too so we actually walked over to Hk cafe to look for her after dinner. This was when i bumped into chengxi as well.. So co-incidence:)) Soon after, we had a long stroll towards ngee ann city where a fashion show was held. The crowd was tremendous and the show was awesome with the caucasian guys n female models doing the catwalking.. Great. They were presenting the brand of swavroski, n other top brands. At around 9pm, its time to leave. Saw meldy babe too while i was in the ladies. Drove down to chinatown point to pick my darling fang up and went over to moon bar for adeline's party. Didnt really stay for long as not much ppl were present. Saw amanda pang n her bf n edwin too including eva there. They came a little while n left before us. Was waiting for amy to arrive before we headed down to lunar to look for her friend who is having a celebration there. Again, xuan hong n javion joined us. Was in the club till audrey knocked off n we were thinking of going butterfact at the very last min. Esp its aredi 2am by then. Darren n his friends were aredi there 2 hrs ago. So off we went tog with gary to butter. Saw sabrina n her sis while we were outside the toilet. N not to forget dave n mohan too inside the RNB area. Darren n his friends were aredi at the dancefloor. Went over to Electro area after 330am for the last few songs of dance before we called it a day. Got home at 5am. Sat-- Had a condo print ad with michelle c in the noon. We gotta go down to the swimming pool too for a few scene. This was when i tried to overcome my fear of swimming. There was a male lead too as our bf. Went over to look for daniel as he supposed to cook his specialty meal today. haha.. Not long after, we headed down to the civic centre to explore as i've nv been there before. Then back to causeway pt for dinner. Had seafood pizza. While browsing around the shops, i came across this sparkling necklace with the alphabetical pendant. So without any hesitant after trying, i bought it. Including a sparkling J's handphone strap which i have been looking for so so long.. meant for Sweetie Jez~ At around 10pm, simon reached and off we went to pick kaileng sweet up at marsiling cres, before going over to raffles uob to pick sweet jez too n drove down to prinsep st mind's cafe to meet the rest. Javion n xuan hong was aredi there since 1 hr ago. A while later, henry n his friends, royston n another guy joined us too. Saw zhuen at the mindcafe too. its been so long since we last seen each other. We played games like saboteur, stacko, the animal reaction game and not to forget the changing cards game. Everyone played till so anxiously that there are so much laughter n fun... At around 3am, all the rest left, leaving only me, my sweeties jez n kaileng, simon to go to newton for supper. As its aredi the last order, we had seafood at A1. The auntie gave us a big plate of rice n 3 of us finished it. Guess we were really famished.. Sun-- small uncle n his family is coming over to our hse today. The sad thing was i was feeling super unwell that my forehead was burning hot, spinning like hell, down with sore throat and also slight cough. Wanted to just rest at home but i promised kerien dear to acc her for her godpa's ktv gathering session. I dun wanna disappoint her n somemore i need to return the attire. So after a short rest, i headed down to look for them. Im the last to reach at TOP One KTV. Inside the VIP room was like over 10 ppl in it which i only know 2? They were all of the same age as me. N kerien's godpa who was only 22 aredi got married in his 20s. The room was booked from 12pm to 6pm.. Me n kerien felt bored after a little while that we went to an empty room with nice decoration and just camwhore there. One of the photos she took: Right after that, we headed to sakae to have dinner. Just then, mohan arrived so i just pass him the outfit and its time for us to leave soon. Headed to bugis village to look for jolene as she just open a shop there. By then, i aredi felt that i will be fainting anytime so immediately after talking to her for a while n kerien helped to support her shop by buying a top, we quickly make a move. On the train, i slept till nearly miss my stop. Wanted to cab home one initially but aredi had not enough money with me aredi. SO took a bus home n slept by 9pm after taking medicine.

21th april- 26th april

which one is you?

Tues-- invade into sp n had lunch at canteen 4. Lost my bus pass, went to make a new one n headed for a last min shoot before back home. Thanks to uncle who came all the way to pick me up. Wed-- school then followed by home due to some time changes, np then cabbed home as amy is nt well, so last min nt going to her place to revise, Got home at 430pm. recently i had been chasing over this hong kong drama series after watching it from ch.u. Its getting exciting. How xinyi had her revenge etc.. As i open the door, i saw a new big cabinet. Dunno this is for who. So end up mummy shifted some of my clothes over knowing that i got too many that r nt even hanged too. Now i occupied a total of 4 big wardrobe. Time to clear them once exam is over. came out of home at 640pm and trained down to clarke quay to meet the girls for our nights out. Got to fly!! will be back soon to update the rest of the details. Latest by sun since i will be home whole day to catch the "star award".. Its a happening fun ladies night!! Before that, joanna, janise, janelle and I met up at riverside point (A971 cafe) for a get-together session organised by trina. Soon after, liana and valerie got to the place too. Xianoi n Juliana came over to look for us as well..:)

Stay there till 1030pm before we headed down to the new butterfactory. It was extreme long queue, luckily we got guestlist to enter in without having to queue that long.. Not long after, liana's friend n also xia noi's friends arrived. (its been a long long time since the girls can catch up tog again). Really fun!!:> Drank n dance non-stop. hangover the next day. All the "high" n unglam photos of us!! Before high with the drinks we had~

group photos~

After high~ Thanks to louis, janelle's bf who gave me n janice a lift home. Our sweet janelle was aredi drunk by then that we dun even know what she is mumbling. lol! 23/4-- invade into nyp. Met up with sweet audrey at yio chu kang n both of us slowly walked over to the school. After work, had lunch with huiling n her friends at amk hub. Home after that to study. slept from 8pm to the nextday 9am. 24/4-- watch the last two epi of flamming butterfly in canto version.. Daddy was so surprised that i actually understand cantonese. Mummy is a cantonese, but too bad i dun really know how to speak. ALways trying to learn. I teared when there is this scene where the hubby wrote a msg to the wife, xinyi when his finger is being chopped off. Its a rather complicated n interesting family story. All bout 3 diff families living under one roof n not feeling contented. There's many family disputes, revenge over two co., r/s that is complicated, misunderstanding that leads to conflicts etc.. Invade into TP. Back to grandma hse after that. While i was on my way back to grandma's place alone, i really felt so lonely at that time. So helpless too when i couldnt find my way back. Big uncle kept extracting out those drama series dvds n wanted me to pass to mummy. Soon after, it was time to meet daniel at PS. We catch "handsome suit".

HANDSOME SUIT Rating: PG Genre: Comedy, Drama Language: Japanese Subtitles: English & Chinese Director: Tsutomu Hanabusa Cast: Muga Tsukaji (DRUNKDRAGON), Shosuke Tanihara, Keiko Kitagawa Runtime: 115mins Website: http://encorefilms.com/handsome-suit/ Let's be handsome! - Takuro Oki (played by Muga Tsukaji of the comedic duo DrunkDragon) is a 33-year-old single and gentle man. However, due to his appearance, he has never fall in love before. One day, he confesses his love to his pretty restaurant’s helper Hiroko but is rejected. The heart-broken Takuro goes shopping and by chance, comes into possession of a magical suit that makes its wearer incredibly good-looking, transforming ugly duckling into super gorgeous model. This magical suit is called “Handsome Suit”. Can the new Takuro win the heart of Hiroko now? Overall i find it soso only. Not as what i expected. Wil only give it a popcorn of 3/5? Hmm after movie, we proceeded for our late dinner just right opp paradiz centre where they sold the famous chicken rice. Immediately after the meal, we hit the best selling beancurd stall around that area. Sat upstairs where its air-conditioned. After eating, Both of us took a long stroll towards the train station as its still early. We even by- pass the lan shop n the cue room.

Daniel accompanied me to take the same train down to tanjong pagar, not cuz he's sweet but he just wanted to have a seat back to woodland instead. LOL!! I love night time!! Cuz its a day whereby it belongs to me, my brothers n sweeties time again.. A pity that this whole mth, kaileng cant joined us due to certain reason. Luckily, i gt my sweetie jez's accompany.. Getting much exciting each time for our outing. Im still looking forward to the may trip!! After ryan boy arrived, he acc me to wait for the rest at the station control. AT around 1145pm, alan n sweetie reached. We then make our way to bonkers. Gosh, thats when we lost our way. Not as near as i tht so too. Called darling ting n she immediately came with skye for our rescue. LOL!!

Hmm well, everyting was fine except that the pub closed early today which spoilt everyone's mood out of the sudden. Nevertheless, we still proceeded on with our supper at maxwell market. After supper, everyone splited n home sweet home! Sweetie is tonning at my place. 25/4-- My sweetie jez stayed over at my place today. So happy!! as usual, we normally will plan our prog ahead. Woke up at 1230pm, prepared ourself for our kbox session after lunch.. WEe!! We had an extreme good time singing at home before preparing ourselves for dinner later. After so long, today then i realised she actually can sing quite well. :D Sweetie n bro winston each recommend me to new songs.. thats how my blog songs r updated once again:)) At around 730pm, gallen arrived n we quickly rush down n get on to the car. Off for sakae sushi. Initially wanna had it at PS, but carpark was full so our alt choice was bugis. Upon reaching bugis junction, we saw these super long queue at sakae. Just then, the assistant came out n told everyone that last order is 930pm, n they will be closing at 10pm. This was when we decided to just dine in at NYDC with eeyore accompany. lol!! Ordered pizza, pasta n spag. Right after dinner, we walked towards the library and gallen dropped me n sweetie jez at clarke quay. Its Mr Darren's birthday!! he held the party at Lunar. Stayed there till 230am with all the dancing n listening to the live band. We played 007. Guys were like watching the soccer match that is screened on the tv. Not long after, bro winston came over alone. Saw xianoi n her sec friend too at lunar. haha.. what a co-incidence!!:) At around 245am, Harry arrived, n time to leave. We walked over to the carpark opp novotel n got in the car. Drove down to cine. Wee!! The night is still young. So 4 of us intend to play pool. We even played doubles till the pool room is closed. Guess at which hours we left? In the morning at 5am. After pool, we headed to pioneer mall for early breakfast. Got home at 630am n slept till 630pm. Sun-- home whole day catching star award and studying for exam. Gallen betted saying if i fail the paper, i will have to give treat to him. No way man!! Im sure to pass.. "Believe" is the word i tell myself..

This is my diary.. a place for me to share my everyday life with others. I may appear to be a happy go lucky type, but deep down inside me, there r many difficulties that im facing. Couldnt voiced out too as a good friend of mine told me before, Regardless whether we r happy anot, life still has to move on, the world is still revolving n every min n sec kept passing.. So instead of remembering the unhappiness, y not just jot down what u r happy with n treasure on?

Not many could really understand me. But im glad most do.. Basicially, i may seemed to be hanging out with diff friends all the times. But that doesnt mean those whom i haven been catching up with r forgotten. I know everyone of us got our own busy life to handle. Once a while, a get-together is best. Some ppl may tht i simply dun care as i didn reply their smses sometimes. That's not the reason at all. I do care.. But my best friend amy knew what circumstances im facing now. Hp bill is getting more expensive. I gotta save on smses as i dont have unlimited sms to rely on. Daddy wanted me to be much independent too that if i can afford to help out with some utility bills, that would be better too. Im stressed out... All i can do is only to hope that tml will be a better day, n tml's tml will be a much better day.. Its like letting days pass without knowing what exactly will happen next.

My heart hurts too when i knew that we r starting to drift further, yet i cant take any action. Im in a dilemma. Ryan boy knows me well. He's the only one who knows whats going on. Sometimes i really felt like letting go, but if i do, will i be happier? Or to say will u be fine?

In life we meet people, things with surprise.Because we never know what gonna come next.But as for the good thing, it stays long enough in our heart <3>